The Most Dishonest Thing Cece Has Ever Done

I have to admit that I am not that honesty. What has been bothering me is my poor morality. The religious doctrine surrounds my mind all the time as being one member in the church, however, a strict morality urges me find a easy way to hide my consience. I was convinced by my immorality that a piece of lie is not sinful at all when I was struggling whether to be blamed or to lie. Thinking about the reason why I behave dishonestly makes me want to quit the vicious habit. Determing to overcome the dishonety, it seems that I am so much inclined to be defeated by my contaminated conscience. One of my frequent dishonest thing is skipping classes. When my parents are curious about the time I leave for school, being off today is my unconscious excuse. I used a excuse instead of an lie, and hope it could make me merely innocent. Having been a victim of greed, the desire for having more made me feel so sinful and ashamed. Insufficient financial condition had me turn to borrow money from my friend to satisfy my desire. Because she forgot about the borrowing, I had a reasonable excuse to conceal the truth and to make up my innocency. Making a confession releases my regret for my disgrace, and enable the existence of my conscience. I will not do the same thing again, being filled with guilt and sorrow truly humiliates my integraty.